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Thursday, July 4, 2013

Baby Fufu

Fufu laying in Daddy's hand
Congratulations are in order!!!  I'm a proud new father.  Okay so I don't really have a "wife" or boyfriend who actually gave birth to my Baby Fufu, but I did manage to get my little Fufu from the pet store a few days ago.  She's my pride and joy.  I love her to pieces.  My parents aren't too keen on the name I have chosen for her.  My dad wants it a little more "macho" to build up her confidence as well as have it ironic.  Names like "Butch" or "Killer".  My mom wanted more of a traditional girly name.  I like the name Fufu.  Her long name is Baby Juliet Fufu.  She definitely responds to Baby and Fufu.  She's my darling girl.  I love her so much.  She's my pride and joy.  

Fufu laying on Daddy
I've only had her a few days and I know her ins and outs.  I know when she needs to go peepee or poopy.  I always say "good girl" when she poops or pees outside.  So far she's only had an accident twice inside which is amazing.  Hopefully she keeps up the great work.  She's learning very quickly.  Every time I enter the room she dashes right over to me as fast as her little paws can take her.  When she wants up she circles my pant legs and looks up at me.  "Daddy aren't you going to pick me up???"  I see it in her eyes.  Whenever I take her out to go to potty I give her a big kiss on the head.  

My Fufu taking a bath
Fufu on Nana
I bought her a stuffless squirrel from the pet store.  She loves chewing on it and whipping it around with her teeth.  She has several other toys that she enjoys.  But her favourite toy is her daddy's fingers.  Next to her daddy's shoes and socks.  Tonight she whimpered when I was leaving her to go to bed because I hadn't pet her goodnight before I left.  So I came back and pet her.  Then she was content enough to go to sleepies.  Having a baby changes your life.  I'm pretty happy and my focus has been mostly on my Baby Fufu.  :)
Fufu laying in daddy's hand
Fufu laying by her food

 When we went to the pet store I had no intention of buying any sort of animal.  But when I went up to the glass window and saw her she plowed through the other dogs just to see me.  She started licking the window.  The owner asked if my mom wanted to hold one.  He brought out Fufu for us.  My mom held her but Fufu wanted me right away.  I held her and she was so comfy and cozy in my arms.  She wanted me and I wanted her.  It was a bond that couldn't be broken.  I never had that special experience before with anyone or anything.  It was quite enlightening.  I'm so happy I have her in my life now.  My Baby.  My Fufu.  :)

Fufu in the bath water
Fufu having a bath







Monday, June 24, 2013

Jesse Starr's Love

Jesse Starr
I've been creating a story centered around Jesse Starr and Dan.  I've been dreaming of what it would be like to actually date him.  To have a 5 year relationship with him.  I've been making him into my ideal partner for life.  The man I would want to marry.  I don't know if the character I'm making is the same or similar to the real Jesse Starr but it's all in good fun anyway.  I can imagine myself with Jesse any day.  I feel he's a really good person who's outgoing and caring.  Who loves to be playful and loves to have fun.  I can see him get excited and energetic.  To want to be the life of the party.  I can see Jesse and me as completing each other and making the other more confident and stronger with our individual strengths.  

So I've began writing a novel of what life would be like for me if I had met Jesse Starr in real life.  How we met.  How we started dating.  Why Jesse wanted to date me and why I wanted to date him.  What our first date would be like.  What happens afterward.  Where we go from there to living together in our own house with cute puppies.  It's a journey of discovery for both Jesse and me.  We encounter numerous plots on the way.  Ultimately living out our lives together happily ever after.  Living life to the most fulfilling as we can make it.  How our love grows stronger with each passing day.  

Jesse Starr
I can totally see myself living happily ever after with the Jesse Starr version I've created.  I hope the real Jesse Starr is about the same as the one I've created for myself.  I can totally see him as a really lovable person.  Just like me ;)  Full of life.  Wanting to explore and seek out new fun things to do.  Loving to watch movies and listen to music.  To just chill at home and talk.  Some nights are out hanging or doing something.  And some nights are chill at home snuggling on the couch together.  I can see he would be very passionate and romantic.  And would love being wooed by me.  We would have a lot of fun on dates and just hanging out.  I can totally see us being a perfect match for each other.  Having a lot of similar interests and things in common.  I know we could talk for hours on end about practically everything under the sun.  

Jesse Starr
The perfect date for Jesse and I would be me picking him up at his place then us getting a bite to eat.  After lunch we would go for a walk on the beach holding hands and the occasional kiss.  We would talk about life, love, nature, music, movies and some fashion thrown in for good measure.  After our walk we would go see a movie that we both want to see.  Hopefully a romantic comedy.  Holding hands and my arm around Jesse is a given during the movie.  If Jesse gets scared he'll hide in my strong shoulders.  After the movie we would get a bite to eat and discuss the movie.  Then we'd go sit on the beach and watch the sunset, while enjoying the best that life has to offer.  Maybe occasionally we'd play in the sand.  I'd chase him around as he screeches in delight.  As the sunsets we're holding hands watching it wink good night.  We'd kiss then go home.  At home we'd have some tea, maybe do a little dancing and talking.  Of course snuggling on the couch together is a must.  Then when we're both too tired to keep our eyes open we'll go upstairs to sleep together.  My arms would wrap Jesse in pure love.  Now Check out my website for my romance story of Jesse and Me.  http://dwangel.webs.com/apps/blog/ 

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Love and Jesse Starr :)

Okay so I've been having a lot of things going on for the last 6 months.  Difficult things with one of my friends or maybe it's better to say ex-friend at this point.  Basically I am in love with him and he doesn't feel the same way and never could.  To top it all off he has a boyfriend.  I can't handle being his friend when he has a boyfriend. It hurts too much to stay in that kind of friendship.  Just smiling and trying to be pleasant and wanting the best and happiness for him when it's eating me up inside.  

All my friends have been very supportive of me and wished it worked out but they all say I'm the best thing that could have happened to him.  That I deserve better.  That I am a fantastic guy.  They can't stop saying so many great things about me. And they really do want me to find that Mr. Right.  The one who will make my heart pound a little bit harder.  The one who will treat me as I deserve to be treated and our chemistry is just off the chart.  

Jesse Starr
I've tried Plenty of Fish but haven't had very much luck.  I'm still fishing for my Mr. Right.  In the mean time I'm indulging in some harmless fantasy.  Mostly it's centered around my main crush Jesse Starr.  He is gorgeous.  And totally my type.  I would definitely love to meet him one day.  I'm not sure but I think he's in Hollywood making movies.  The Frontier Boys mention a Jesse Starr as a Charlevoix Basketball Player.  I've never seen the movie.  But if Jesse is really in it I have support my boy ;)

I have started a story about Jesse and me.  It's on my website DWAngel in the blog section.  It's definitely a great read.  I'm going to continue working on it.  It's me and Jesse living happily ever after together.  Which hopefully one day I will find my Jesse if not the real thing ;)  Every time I look at Jesse he makes me smile.  My heart skips a beat.  He has such a gorgeous smile that truly brightens up any room he's in.  I would love to get the opportunity to actually meet him in person.  

And Jesse Babe if you're reading this please give me a call I would love to meet you and maybe fireworks would happen.  At the very least you have a huge fan of you.  Not your movies but you.  :)

Hugsss Jesse forever <3  Dan