So pretty much love has been on my mind for the last month or so. I won't bore you with why. Just that my heart is filled with love and I really want to express how I feel all the time. It doesn't stop me from hanging out with friends or my work. If anything it just makes me a better person all around. Not some miserable sap who is feeling sorry for himself but someone who is alive and thriving on this Earth.
Love makes you feel alive. Everything is better when you have love in your life. Food tastes sweeter. The sun is brighter. The air smells fragrant. As long as you love that special person nothing can ever stand in your way. Heart break doesn't mean much when you have true love on your side. Fear is meaningless with that special person. In his arms you can be totally yourself. You can be free. Nothing else matters except being in his arms. Holding you tightly with his arms. Letting you know how much you mean to him and that he does indeed love you with his whole heart.
I mean I can definitely sit hear and write love poem or love song after love song about how I feel and how much I'm in love. But realistically speaking I do have better things to do at the moment. Plus as much as I have love in my heart I am just not ready to make a committment with any guy yet. I have some things I need to take care of first. Even if Mister Right knocked on my door and wanted to marry me, I'd say not yet. Soon hopefully. But I'm not where I need to be at the moment. I mean if he loved me, he'd respect that. I know if he said that to me I definitely would respect it and give him time and space. Any way. I'll leave you with a vid that I like. It describes my feelings at the moment.
Take Care,
Angel
