Okay so I've been having a lot of things going on for the last 6 months. Difficult things with one of my friends or maybe it's better to say ex-friend at this point. Basically I am in love with him and he doesn't feel the same way and never could. To top it all off he has a boyfriend. I can't handle being his friend when he has a boyfriend. It hurts too much to stay in that kind of friendship. Just smiling and trying to be pleasant and wanting the best and happiness for him when it's eating me up inside.
All my friends have been very supportive of me and wished it worked out but they all say I'm the best thing that could have happened to him. That I deserve better. That I am a fantastic guy. They can't stop saying so many great things about me. And they really do want me to find that Mr. Right. The one who will make my heart pound a little bit harder. The one who will treat me as I deserve to be treated and our chemistry is just off the chart.
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| Jesse Starr |
I've tried Plenty of Fish but haven't had very much luck. I'm still fishing for my Mr. Right. In the mean time I'm indulging in some harmless fantasy. Mostly it's centered around my main crush Jesse Starr. He is gorgeous. And totally my type. I would definitely love to meet him one day. I'm not sure but I think he's in Hollywood making movies. The Frontier Boys mention a Jesse Starr as a Charlevoix Basketball Player. I've never seen the movie. But if Jesse is really in it I have support my boy ;)
I have started a story about Jesse and me. It's on my website DWAngel in the blog section. It's definitely a great read. I'm going to continue working on it. It's me and Jesse living happily ever after together. Which hopefully one day I will find my Jesse if not the real thing ;) Every time I look at Jesse he makes me smile. My heart skips a beat. He has such a gorgeous smile that truly brightens up any room he's in. I would love to get the opportunity to actually meet him in person.
And Jesse Babe if you're reading this please give me a call I would love to meet you and maybe fireworks would happen. At the very least you have a huge fan of you. Not your movies but you. :)
Hugsss Jesse forever <3 Dan
I'm afraid I know exactly what you mean. I am in love with Jesse Starr too and I think we have to join the queue. And I so agree with you that it is he, the personality, that attracts. I often say he makes love to the camera. I so deeply hope that he is happy and getting on with life NOT as a porn star. I have spoken to an exboyfriend of his who was so kind to talk to, me and I know from that , I am right he is a lovely person. I shall read your story but you and him; it is my fantsy with my pillow every morning!!!! I hope you find your soul partner I really do. Try ariel1234@angelic.com if you want to talk to me about Jesse. lots of love to you
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