Jesse Starr's Love

Jesse Starr

I've been creating a story centered around Jesse Starr and Dan.  I've been dreaming of what it would be like to actually date him.  To have a 5 year relationship with him.  I've been making him into my ideal partner for life.  The man I would want to marry.  I don't know if the character I'm making is the same or similar to the real Jesse Starr but it's all in good fun anyway.  I can imagine myself with Jesse any day.  I feel he's a really good person who's outgoing and caring.  Who loves to be playful and loves to have fun.  I can see him get excited and energetic.  To want to be the life of the party.  I can see Jesse and me as completing each other and making the other more confident and stronger with our individual strengths.  

So I've began writing a novel of what life would be like for me if I had met Jesse Starr in real life.  How we met.  How we started dating.  Why Jesse wanted to date me and why I wanted to date him.  What our first date would be like.  What happens afterward.  Where we go from there to living together in our own house with cute puppies.  It's a journey of discovery for both Jesse and me.  We encounter numerous plots on the way.  Ultimately living out our lives together happily ever after.  Living life to the most fulfilling as we can make it.  How our love grows stronger with each passing day.  

Jesse Starr

I can totally see myself living happily ever after with the Jesse Starr version I've created.  I hope the real Jesse Starr is about the same as the one I've created for myself.  I can totally see him as a really lovable person.  Just like me ;)  Full of life.  Wanting to explore and seek out new fun things to do.  Loving to watch movies and listen to music.  To just chill at home and talk.  Some nights are out hanging or doing something.  And some nights are chill at home snuggling on the couch together.  I can see he would be very passionate and romantic.  And would love being wooed by me.  We would have a lot of fun on dates and just hanging out.  I can totally see us being a perfect match for each other.  Having a lot of similar interests and things in common.  I know we could talk for hours on end about practically everything under the sun.  

Jesse Starr

The perfect date for Jesse and I would be me picking him up at his place then us getting a bite to eat.  After lunch we would go for a walk on the beach holding hands and the occasional kiss.  We would talk about life, love, nature, music, movies and some fashion thrown in for good measure.  After our walk we would go see a movie that we both want to see.  Hopefully a romantic comedy.  Holding hands and my arm around Jesse is a given during the movie.  If Jesse gets scared he'll hide in my strong shoulders.  After the movie we would get a bite to eat and discuss the movie.  Then we'd go sit on the beach and watch the sunset, while enjoying the best that life has to offer.  Maybe occasionally we'd play in the sand.  I'd chase him around as he screeches in delight.  As the sunsets we're holding hands watching it wink good night.  We'd kiss then go home.  At home we'd have some tea, maybe do a little dancing and talking.  Of course snuggling on the couch together is a must.  Then when we're both too tired to keep our eyes open we'll go upstairs to sleep together.  My arms would wrap Jesse in pure love.  Now Check out my website for my romance story of Jesse and Me.  http://dwangel.webs.com/apps/blog/ 

Love and Jesse Starr :)

Okay so I've been having a lot of things going on for the last 6 months.  Difficult things with one of my friends or maybe it's better to say ex-friend at this point.  Basically I am in love with him and he doesn't feel the same way and never could.  To top it all off he has a boyfriend.  I can't handle being his friend when he has a boyfriend. It hurts too much to stay in that kind of friendship.  Just smiling and trying to be pleasant and wanting the best and happiness for him when it's eating me up inside.  

All my friends have been very supportive of me and wished it worked out but they all say I'm the best thing that could have happened to him.  That I deserve better.  That I am a fantastic guy.  They can't stop saying so many great things about me. And they really do want me to find that Mr. Right.  The one who will make my heart pound a little bit harder.  The one who will treat me as I deserve to be treated and our chemistry is just off the chart.  

Jesse Starr

I've tried Plenty of Fish but haven't had very much luck.  I'm still fishing for my Mr. Right.  In the mean time I'm indulging in some harmless fantasy.  Mostly it's centered around my main crush Jesse Starr.  He is gorgeous.  And totally my type.  I would definitely love to meet him one day.  I'm not sure but I think he's in Hollywood making movies.  The Frontier Boys mention a Jesse Starr as a Charlevoix Basketball Player.  I've never seen the movie.  But if Jesse is really in it I have support my boy ;)

I have started a story about Jesse and me.  It's on my website DWAngel in the blog section.  It's definitely a great read.  I'm going to continue working on it.  It's me and Jesse living happily ever after together.  Which hopefully one day I will find my Jesse if not the real thing ;)  Every time I look at Jesse he makes me smile.  My heart skips a beat.  He has such a gorgeous smile that truly brightens up any room he's in.  I would love to get the opportunity to actually meet him in person.  

And Jesse Babe if you're reading this please give me a call I would love to meet you and maybe fireworks would happen.  At the very least you have a huge fan of you.  Not your movies but you.  :)

Hugsss Jesse forever <3  Dan

Prayers for L

Things have been a bit rough for me and my friend for the past couple of months.  There's been a lot going on between the two of us.  I'll leave it at that.  But right now he's going through a really tough time and needs all the help he can get.  There are days I worry extensively about him.  I'm sure it's vice versa too.  I had been so moved today that I had to simply sit down and write a whole prayer specifically for him.  To help him get through this tough time.  Prayer is our biggest weapon in this world, especially a prayer of love for someone we love deeply.  It is really difficult for anyone to sit back and watch someone we love and care about go through something that is painful.  The pain of seeing the daily struggle is sometimes too much to bear.  No one should have to go through all of the difficulties and all of the troubles that happen in some people's lives.

Dear God,

Heavenly Father, Lord of all in who’s presence we are blessed.  You are most Holy and Worthy of praise.  Halleluiah to Your most Holy name.  I beg you to help my dear friend with everything that is going on in his life.  Send Your Loving Spirit upon him.  Help him to love himself.  Help him to forgive himself.  Help him to let go of the past.  Help him to accept himself.  Help him to be patient with himself and others.  Help him with his anger and letting him express it.  Help him to take care of himself.  Help him to deal with everything that’s going on inside of him and his life.  Give him the courage and strength to make the changes he wants to make to become the person he wants to be.  I know he can Lord.  Help him and guide him.  Help him to stand up for himself.  Help him to love and respect himself so he doesn’t abuse himself.  I beg You please help him with everything that’s going on.  Help him out of his pain and suffering and depression and all of the mental blocks and mental set backs he’s been having.  Help him to get better and to see what he truly has right now.  I beg You Mommy and Daddy please help my dear friend with his confusion and everything that’s going on inside of him and in his life.  I beg You.  Through Your merciful love Mommy and Daddy.  Amen.  Hosanna, Hosanna, Hosanna in the Highest.  Glory to You Mommy and Daddy.  Thank You for everything You have done for me and blessed me with.  Hosanna to You.  Hosanna in the Highest.  Hosanna.  Halleluiah, Halleluiah, Halleluiah.  Through Your Loving Power.  Amen. Amen. Amen.

If it has inspired you to share it with someone you know who is struggling and can use some extra prayers please to pass it on.  We all need prayers.

Take Care,

Angel

More and More

Okay so a little bit more going on lately.  It's getting to the busy season at work and I've been pre-occupied with everything else going on around here.  First and foremost I've been selected to have a poem published by a group in Los Angeles.  Of course the prestige is good but the chance to win some money always makes it worth it.  I've been trying to blog more and increase sales of my book.  I can never say enough things about Today's Legacy especially since it is my baby.  Without which the rest of my books couldn't be possible.  

It is the book that kicks off the entire series of books.  You get to know the story as well as the characters.  It is a journey of self-discovery in a world that is judgmental, critical and self-serving.  Joey combating the real world with the world that he had come to know throughout his life.  Joey is waking up to what is reality and not just childhood fantasy.  He is growing up and learning about what life has in-store for him.  New challenges, new adventures and new friends who help Joey out on his journey.  It is a must read book that will become an international best-seller.

The entire series has taken me years to perfect and work everything out.  I've gone through everything with a fine tooth comb.  It is a remarkable series that will quickly become a phenomenon bigger than J.K. Rowling's Harry Potter series or Twilight.  Of course Today's Legacy is in the real world with real life situations, stories and issues that concern everyone of us on this planet.  There is a lot of play in the novels as well.  Giving into more serious issues such as bullying, love, suicide, sex, human rights and LGBT issues.  It is a well rounded series that has many different aspects that everyone can take away from.  Get your copy today.  Check out my webpage to find out how.  dwangel.webs.com 

Take Care,

Angel

Interview

So today I had a spectacular interview.  It was the first time that I actually had an interview done.  I was nervous as you can imagine.  No that wasn't the first words that came to mind about me being nervous.  I won't lie.  There was a moment when I thought I couldn't do it.  But I summoned up what courage I had left and I got through all the questions.  It turned out pretty good.  I've had several excellent comments from friends about it.  My best friend of course said he was proud and congratulated me even though he didn't see it but was glad that I had done it nonetheless.  

I've been more focused lately on my website and promoting it lately that I haven't had a chance to actually write about my personal life.  There are so many things that I wish I could share but it's just long, hard and complicated.  I wish life were simple and that everything that you've ever wanted would come true.  I know that in this life we have to fight for what we want.  That's what I've been doing.  Fighting extremely hard for what I want most in this life.  And the fight is worth it.  I don't plan on losing.  I never give up.  I fight till the last breath I take.  Until the last ounce of strength leaves me.  Until the last drop of blood leaves my body.  I shall conquer love.

Check out my interview for my book Today's Legacy it's fantastic and explains everything in detail.  Thanks. Dan

A New Life

So okay my website has been up and running for a few days now and I've just hit 1075 views.  EEEEEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIIIIKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   If you haven't had a chance to view it yet what are you waiting for??? www.dwangel.webs.com   Buy my book or tell your friends about it.  I'm telling you it is a fantastic read.  Everyone who's read it says it is just like a movie.  It's fast paced and really dramatic.  Of course I'm a little bit bias.  Seriously it's the beginning of a fantastic series that has 9 books already completed in it.  The current series I'm working on is a spin-off of The North Shore series.  I plan on writing at least 4 books in this series.  Over all you have to read all of the books to fully understand what happens.  Especially the first book.  It's the beginning of everything and ties everything together.  It'll make you re-read the entire series again.  This is only the beginning.  So check it out and you'll see how much fun you'll have exploring the lives of Joey, Timmy, Pappy, Grammy, Johnny, Jordan, Savannah, Jesse, Dylan and a few other characters that you come to "grow up" with along the way.  It's a fantastic journey.  You'll be hooked.

Take Care,

Angel

Finally

So after working really hard for the last little while.  I finally have one of my books for sale on the internet.  www.dwangel.webs.com is my very own website.  I've worked really hard on it and I do hope that I get a lot of visitors.  And of course money.  It's at least exposure for me.  Slowly building my own little empire with all my webpages and blogs I have going.  I have been considering posting some of my artwork on the site as well to sell.  I've decided to move out.  Things are just going a little crazy at home right at the moment.  I don't have quite enough money to go out on my own.  I've been talking to a friend about going in on an apartment together but between the two of us we don't have enough money.  

I was actually considering putting a donation button on my blog site.  Maybe that way I can actually afford to move out and self-publish my books.  At the moment the major publishers and a lot of the little publishing companies don't want to publish my work.  That's why I finally decided to just publish it myself on the web and then try to self-publish later on.  Most likely with Iuniverse.  They seem to have a well established business and their parent company is Penguin books which is a very good company.  I wouldn't mind being associated with them at all.

If you work hard at something it'll pay off in the end.  You just have to persist and never give up hope or believe.  Everything will come together.  You just have to believe and pray.  Same with love.  So just in case you didn't get to my website yet here it is again.  www.dwangel.webs.com  Have the time of your life.  Even if you don't buy the book, you might know someone who is interested that you can share the link with. Thanks.

Yours Truly,

Angel

Poems Coming Out My Ass

Okay so I've been busy for the past few days.  But somehow poems seem to strike me no matter how busy I am or where I am.  I just have to run for some paper before I forget it.  They're mostly love poems that I'm writing at the moment.  I'm just inspired by love.  I do have a few hanging around that are more of nature poems but today I'm only going to post a few of my love poems.

Passions

Can’t you feel my heart breaking?

Can’t you see how much I love you?

What do I have to do for your love?

When will I be yours that you love?

I just want you in my arms forever.

To hold you until time passes away.

Just let me in sunshine and I’ll warm you for eternity.

Just open your heart and I’ll love you till the universe dies.

You and I are made for each other.

Can’t you feel my love for you?

Can’t you see how much you love me?

What are you really scared of my love?

When will you realize how much you love me?

I just want to be with you forever.

To be the one you love for all eternity.

Just be brave and release your fear.

Just say the word and I’ll be yours.

You and I have a special connection.

Can’t you feel your love for me?

Can’t you see how much we belong together?

What do you have to lose?

When will you let my love in you?

I just want your love in my heart.

To kiss you, hug you and love you unending.

Just embrace your love for me.

Just let me into your heart my love.

You and I are meant to be together.

My True Heart

How can I ever tell you how I feel about you?

Would you even believe me?

My heart aches for your touch.

I long for your embrace.

To touch your flesh just one last time.

Your smell is sweet perfume to me.

Your smile penetrates my very core.

My soul longs to be with you.

Haven’t we been here before?

Here and now is all that we have together.

Would you ever love me?

My heart speaks the truth.

I want your entire being.

Two souls entwined forever more.

Your beauty is more majestic than heaven.

Your touch breathes life into me.

My soul reaches out for you.

How can we go on apart?

Haven’t you felt the passion explode?

When can we be as one?

My heart throbs for your lips.

I’m forever yours heart, body and soul.

To be with you is heaven.

Your lips beacon me.

Your body wants me.

My soul is connected to you.

How much I love you that I can’t breathe.

Perfect Night

My heart just isn’t complete without you.

I long for your love.

One word from your sweet succulent lips fills me up.

Just one moment together frozen in time.

How I want to be with you for all eternity.

One night to hold you in my arms.

To whisper my love for you.

That perfect night we crave for so long.

Just to lay together in bliss forever.

How I love you for all time.

We are two in the same.

You and I are angels soaring through the night sky.

It only takes time for us to be one.

Just for now things aren’t easy.

How it’ll be worth the wait and frustrations when at last it shall come to pass.

He and I and I and he shall be but one in the end.

Upon that day shall a great flag fly.

And upon the hill side will we rest in each others arms.

Just the adoring sun cascading her beauty upon us.

How a gentle kiss is our embrace.

　

　

They are poems from the heart and have such deep meaning for me.  Of course they are inspired too.  I have already had one poem published.  I'm hoping to have a few others published as well.  I'm looking not only for a book publisher but a publisher for a few of my poems and my musical scores.  But that will do it for today.  Be yourself.

Angel